A Silver medal and a roller-coaster final race have this paracanoeist looking toward Paris

“Breathe,” I tell myself as I approach the start line. I’m on the world stage, at the Tokyo Paralympic Games, about to race the final of the Va’a outrigger canoe in the VL2 classification. Achieving the second-fastest heat time earned me the middle lane, prime position. I hear my name and country announced over the loudspeaker. There is silence afterward and no applause.

Susan Seipe, New Mobility September 14, 2021

The stands are empty, a reminder of the COVID-19 virus raging across Japan that robbed us of what would have been a sold-out venue of cheering fans. It’s a real shame compared to my Paralympic debut in Rio 2016 when the crowds were wild. Brazilians love to party, and a fair few Australians had made the trek to join the festivities. The support was incredible, and the noise was like nothing I had ever experienced before.

But honestly, the lack of a crowd doesn’t affect my racing. I pull my blade through the water propelling the boat forward into the start bucket. I look down my lane toward the beautiful Tokyo Gate Bridge and take another deep breath. The starter calls, “Hold your boats, ready, set.” The bucket drops beneath the water, and that’s all I remember… the race is a blur.

Looking Back and Forward

As I watched the replay of the race, my memories flooded back. I recalled changing my paddle from my left hand to my right to steer the boat and some powerful strokes to pull away from the field at the finish line. Out of the corner of my left eye, I saw my opponent in front of me. I felt extreme happiness and relief — I knew I had the silver. A medal is what you dream of and the reward for many years of hard work, dedication and sacrifice.

Susan Seipel competes in her outrigger canoe. Courtesy of Paralympics Australia

The medal ceremony took place about an hour after the race. We were given a lot of instructions before the ceremony around COVID-19 protocols. Traditionally the medals are handed to the winners by dignitaries, but this time the athletes had to collect them from a tray. I was slightly overwhelmed by the occasion and completely stuffed this up by instinctively reaching for the medal in the middle — the gold — and was hastily corrected. The gold medalist asked if she could present my medal to me. Breaking all COVID protocols, she did, along with a big hug. I was honored and bursting with pride.

The next day I had another opportunity to medal in the KL2 kayak final. In Paracanoe at the Rio 2016 Paralympics, I made history as the first Australian ever to win a medal in a kayaking event. It was bronze, and I dreamed of repeat success here. I missed out on automatic progression and had to do a semifinal an hour before the final. Despite my great start in the semifinal, I did just enough to claim the slowest qualifying time.

I gave it everything I had left from lane one but placed a disappointing seventh in the final. After the race, I cooled down, paddling away from the course and realized this was my last paddle in Tokyo. Feelings of sadness hit suddenly, and tears welled in my eyes. I was sad that Tokyo was over, and the five-year rollercoaster campaign to get here had taken a toll. However, a few moments later, I felt happy again and found myself dreaming of being at home and taking my Oru kayak out to the beach to enjoy some recreational paddling before getting back into training to chase my next dream: Paris 2024.

Susan Seipel is an Australian paralympian who has also won three world championship gold medals in outrigger canoe. To learn more about outrigger canoe racing, watch the video below of her breaking down her 200 meter final at the 2019 Paracanoe World Championships.

Athlete View: VL2 Women 200 Final – 2019 ICF Paracanoe World Champs. We’re continuing our throwback to last year’s Paracanoe World Champs with the VL2 Women 200 Final and Susan Seipel – Paralympian sharing her #athleteview on this race with some insights into the Vaa’ outrigger canoe class that will premier at the Tokyo 2020 Paralympic Games next year! Susan not only won silver, but also secured the Australian Paralympic Team quota spot in Szeged. Congratulations Susan and to world champion Emma Wiggs! PaddleAustralia. Youtube May 23, 2020

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